I wish I could enjoy life fully, got dealt a shitty hand but I feel like I have to go through this in order to become stronger. My mind is weak, my soul is vulnerable, and my body is drained. Im looking for an end but also a beginning? Feeling excited but anxious of the future, I’m afraid i’ll manifest an even bigger pain or loss. Im tired of losing everything and everyone i love so I want to hold onto everything dearly. Im trying everyday, it’s a new effort and a new opportunity I’m giving myself, if you are here for/with me please be patient that’s all I ask :-(, I’m sorry I can’t be a certain way that benefits all of you but in the end im just trying to be a better me to give to you all, i want to impact lives and help others but rn I need to help myself and liberate my mind from everything.
-Bryant
